I used to have a normal life, but what I’m living now is anything but normal. This disease has bankrupted me, ive abandoned all of my belongings and just fled. It’s cost thousands of dollars to treat, and every single doctor I’ve came across has always wrote that I have delusional parasitosis or anything by what I’ve said. I can’t tell you how many night I have cried myself to sleep as this continues to destroy my life. And the worst part is, I fear I will be devoured by this and written off as a mental disease.

I’m under the firm understanding at this point that a majority of mental illnesses are brought on by an increase in the mite population. When the mites are entering the brain, I often will feel zapping or electrical interruptions in the brain. At the worst part of this, they came out of every orifice in such numbers I couldn’t stop shaking. After years it finally settled down and that only after treating regularly with Kleen Green, eating whole cloves of garlic, drinking nasty shots of Neem Juice, and abandoning everything.

Just recently our property manager decided to clean all the gutters so guess where all the mites went. I can’t do this again, I’m so mad and upset and just crying at how cruel this is. I have not worked since this happened and it has caused such extreme PTSD it would put our military to shame. I have no one left in my life who even understands what I’m going through and I’m just tired of fighting this. I’m tired of constantly vacuuming and ironing my furniture, and blasted uvc lights every time I go out. How much more of this do I have to put up with.

I’d like to be optimistic but I will just say that we are all going to die slowly and go crazy along the way because like anything. I’m so tired of trying to escape something I can’t see. 8 years and here we are again at square one. I can’t stop crying and I don’t want to do this anymore. I want someone to acknowledge this is a real problem and that I’m not alone who is in a position to actually do something.

I’ve gone thru with these mites has destroyed me. It’s hard to just reset and move on because it can overtake u so fast. I miss my old life. And I can honestly say, it doesn’t get better. It’s just how long I’m willing to fight it before it kills me.